The Holidays.

I haven't started on a single piece of homework ever since the holidays started xD oh well. I'm in quite a good mood though. This is probably because I managed to finish my BM oral before the holidays. I was so nervous D; thank God Rachel was there to help me. She's got a good memory lulz. I couldn't even remember the name of the island. And there I was writing down all this stuff on an A4 paper, trying to get ready (because a lot of people ponteng that day, so I didn't have much of an audience) and out of all the things I wrote down, Mr. Ang was more interested at the fact that we didn't have toilets there.

Me: Ya cikgu, takde tandas. Ada lubang saja.
Mr.Ang: Ya? Betul ke? Eee.
Me: Dinding pun pakai tikar plastik sahaja. Cucuk dengan kayu. Sebab tu kena pergi tandas sama-sama --
Mr. Ang: Aih, pergi tandas sama-sama?
Me: BUKAN!!

Anyway, I spent hours yesterday drawing this comic. On the way back to Johor, we stopped at this Baskin Robbins shop to get ice cream. I tell you ah, those BR people like to trick you =[ I keep getting fooled lol. Damn it.

(Please read from left to right ;D)



END.

Oh and, I was watching The Scorpion King 2 yesterday. I called the hero lembik, but...after I googled him. And saw his pictures. Lol. He actually looks kinda perfect for a Jacob. Srsly. I mean, LOOK AT THIS PICTURE!



Lol stop it. I'm not gatal. But, when I saw this picture, the first thing that came to my mind was 'Omg, Jacob'. Regardless of what Sabs says about me thinking 'omg it's Jacob' everytime I see a guy with long flowing hair.

I mean...not to mention his muscles. The one acting as Jacob now, that Sharkboy guy looks okay. But his muscles look a bit...not normal. Like it was sprayed on or something xD and Jacob is supposed to be muscular and toned 8D

Okay, that's about it for now. My dad's asking me if I want to go eat cendol with him. Too bad I can't go see Sabs perform =( I don't think i'll make it anyway. 8 hours between here and Penang lmao D;

Taaa.

Dryy. OH THE DRYNESS!

I'm...fasting today. This is really bad. Really really bad. Not the fasting part though. It's just that, I was supposed to sahur yesterday and have my fill of food and water before I start fasting. Problem is, I accidentally fell asleep again and woke up just now o_o it's already like, 8 am. And all I had yesterday was a glass of water and some cookies around...11 pm? ;|

Ah, enough about complaining. I'll suck it up and get through the next 11 hours just fine.

I came on here planning to talk about Breaking Dawn, but after rethinking about what Sabs said, I guess I better not. I mean, meep hasn't read it yet. So i'm better off posting about the book when everyone's read it ;o

So i've been going around reading these MMU student blogs (I curi2 tengok my brother's blog and clicked on the links). I have to say, these people sound like fun...

until you get to a few other blogs.

You just get worried then. Very worried.

I'm starting to develop a hate...for KL. KL, that stupid place that makes people act differently. I mean sure, they might have the intelligence for it...but it's disgusting. Disgusting at the fact that they're drifting steadily to being a...a Westerner. Not that I have anything against Westerners (okay that's not completely true) but their habits are quite disgusting. Haha, I realized that i've been using the same word for 3 times in this paragraph now xD

Anyway, this is where this post gets serious. For someone to be...how do I say this... smart enough? or...open-minded I guess. As open-minded as those people, you need a good balance of restraint and fear of God. I mean, come on man! It's pretty obvious that you're crossing the line between rational and stupid+reckless. I hate their attitudes. I hate it. I despise it. I loathe it. It's disgusting.

And worst of all, I fear of the possibility that I might turn into one of them.

I don't want to be drinking, wearing inappropriate clothing, or going to clubs as if i'm going to the pasaraya a part of my lifestyle. I refuse to do so. And yet, it seems like that's what everybody's doing in KL. I'm scared. Scared for my brother who's currently in Cyberjaya. I thought their roommates were pretty nice, until that day I sent my brother back, and none of them bothered to get up from what they were doing, or even greet my mom. They just sat there in their rooms. One was even lying down in his, not bothering to close the door. It didn't really bother me much, until when I was on my way out, and I heard a girl's voice.

That, could've made me scream.

I thought about that picture I saw, of the guy sleeping on the girl's lap. I didn't recognize the guy, until I saw him in rl. It's my brother's roommate-one of them at least. And the girl. A girl. A girl in the apartment. Bukan muhrim. I got very irritated. Suddenly the pink pillow that I found in my brother's room at the apartment when I was changing his bed sheets made sense. There were some blankets too, all pink and girl. I was like 'wth? ada pondan ke?'

I'm guessing the girl spent the night.

on my brother's bed.

ew. ew.ewwweweweww.

fy. Get your own bed. Thank God we changed the sheets. I felt like going to the living room and slapping her face with the old ones.

And ugh. How could they? How could you people do this? Melayu, Islam. Which is why i'm quite uncomfortable when I see malay teenage couples walking around, holding hands, berpeluk-pelukan. In my mind (I know this is bad, but) the first thing I can think of is that they're idiots. They don't know what they're doing. It's like for me, you'll have to have a pretty significant level of intelligence before you do something like this. This is because, you'll have to work hard to overcome your hormones. Your judgment must never be cloudy.

Stupid teenagers aren't allowed to do this.

I glare at every couple I can find. Chinese and Indians, I don't mind so much. They are free to do whatever they want. Malays, on the other hand...ugh. Why, why must you disgust me so? I mean I know i'm not one to be passing on comments like this. It's not like I wear my tudung everytime I go out. I have my 'dosa-filled' moments like anyone else. It's not pleasant, i'm aware of it. Aware of the malaikats that are keeping score. But I can't help it. I'm just human.

I wish I could explain to him. To all of them, how it actually works. How Allah's rules, seem more and more helpful. But, i'm never good at explaining. I'll probably just make it worse. I can't explain, because I lived through it. I lived through my experiences, and realized what I had to do. What had to be done. What was there all along.

Alas, nothing I can say. I'm no prophet. (Chuckles at the idea) ;|

They're nice...but, they're representing a part of me. And I can't help feeling like we're being made as fools.

ARGH.

Exam is over.

But...I don't feel happy. Not right now at this moment at least.

*sigh*

Breaking Dawn.

I just finished eclipse- yes, I know i'm supposed to be studying, shut up- and I...seriously thought Jacob was going to die xD 'cause Sabrena was like 'NOOO JACOB, NOO!' and i'm thinking 'Oh God no, no no no no no.' But, thankfully, and hopefully Stephanie doesn't kill characters off like J.K. D: I swear i'll be devastated. I keep looking at my atuk's calendar clock, at the date...2/8 and keep hoping it'll change to 4/8. BREAKING DAWN, I WANT YOUUU.

...er, atleast I think it's coming out on the 4th. I'm not sure. But either way, i'm sure that even if I do buy it, I won't be able to read it. Not with exams coming. Ugh, then there's PJ test, BM oral and English oral (I know I know, zombies.) ...the week after exam isn't going to be as pleasant. I'll also have to cancel my piano classes for the next 2 weeks since we'll be having an exam on Saturday and i'll have to go to school (the school's cunning plan to make sure all students are present on a Saturday -_-;), and on the following week, i'll be leaving for Johor again to prepare for my uncle's wedding 8D haha. Miss Teh is probably gonna be like 'AIYAAAAA' all over again. I didn't dare call her to cancel, just sms'd. I mean, she won't seriously type out 'aiyaaaa' will she? xD

Uhm. Anyway, I don't feel like talking about anything else other than Breaking Dawn. I've got quite a few interesting things to tell Sabs, Rachel, Meep, Kelly, Su Jen (etc. the whole gang) but words will not do justice. I need to be there to do some action.

Wait, that sounds wrong lol.

OH! But here's something I do want to talk about here. I had no idea that my nenek has...connections? to people xD For instance, yesterday (as Sabby should know, since I woke her up to tell her about this) I found out that my grandma actually knows A.Samad Said. Know as in, he knows her as well, and they used to be friends. This all happened when I found a copy of Cinta Fansuri (haven't read it yet thanks to eclipse) and asked my grandma if it's her. She opened up the book and I saw an autograph from A.Samad Said to my grandma. She's like 'Eh, ha'ah. Hari tu jumpa dia masa dekat bas. Lama tak jumpa' Mom then explained that since grandma used to be a writer, she was close friends with A.Samad's first wife. So she used to stop by her house on some days in the morning. Which means she knows him pretty well too.

But...i'm sure that if my grandma ever introduced me to A.Samad Said, he'd be wondering why her granddaughter is so bad with Bahasa Malaysia (...yeah. Apparently it's not Bahasa Melayu anymore) and slap me with his long white janggut xD

...

*cries*

Breaking Dawn D; Haha, I was running around whenever it came to the good parts in Eclipse. I was surprised my mother didn't wake up and scold me. I really hope Jacob imprints on SOMEONE. (lol what if it's Renee he imprints on 8D) because kesian him. Poor Riley and Bree.

Okay i'm done. :|