Monday, December 29, 2008

Let the right one in.

Oh, the title of this post refers to a vampire movie. Nothing similar to Twilight though so don't worry. It's not in English, i'm watching the trailer right now. The way the person finds out the other is a vampire is much cuter/dramatic than in Twilight. Ponteng school to go jalan-jalan in the woods..hmph. >:|

Let's compare.

Kirsten: I know what you are.
Robert: Say it. Say it out loud.
Kirsten: Vampire.

I'm calling them Kirsten and Robert because they're just not worthy to be called Bella and Edward. Sorry.

Now, the other one. Sorry I don't know the actors/actress/character's name :|

Guy: Are you a vampire?
Girl: Would you like me anyway?

They're both supposedly 12 though. So it's cute.

ANYWAY

You can stop reading here because i'm just going to rant about how unsatisfied I am about my personality. Apparently i'm no longer the shy timid girl. I'm just the manly quiet girl lol. When you get screwed over so many times you tend to develop this sort of trait. Independent, alone, quiet and uninterested.

Or maybe I just haven't been around people too long God knows i'm going crazy ;| and i'm being way too sensitive now.

OH and congratulations to my cousin, Syahira who got 7 A's for PMR. A job well done, dear cousin. <3

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

I've GOT to get this out of my system.

So everyone else already did a Twilight movie review. Now it's my turn. Of course, it's basically just repeated criticism of what's already been said by Sabs, Melia and many others xD

*laughs nervously* ahahaha. You people are going to hate me for this...

I went to watch it at the movies...twice.

NO NO WAIT DON'T KILL ME YET /persuasivedon'tkillmetone

I went to watch it again because when I watched it the first time I already had all these assumptions about how bad the movie will be and that it made a horrible impression to others. (Oh God what am I blabbering about it's 5 am D:) So anyway, I tried clearing all bad thoughts about the movie and watched it again. I have to say, it wasn't that bad. Compare it to any other movie and it's okay.

BUT US TRUE TWILIGHT FANS WON'T TAKE THIS CRAP WILL WE?!

Nah. As Sabs said, the movie is filled with pointless and constipated stalker-ish staring. No chemistry at all. You don't see a change in Bella's emotions/expressions AFTER she starts dating Edward. I'm disliking the cast except for Jasper, Alice, Charlie, Emmett, James...

okay everyone's fine except Bella and Edward. Huge jaw guy and B:> faced sexy brunette. Turn your head sideways you'll see the emot. That's how her face looked like in the whole movie. Bella already looks pretty now. I wonder what she'll look like when she actually turns into a vampire. More make-up I suppose, to look more mature. >_>;

What's with Bella's outfits anyway? She's supposed to sleep in old sweats. What do we get instead? We get tank tops, designer clothes, and pants that only cover your butt. It's the opposite for Edward though, who's supposed to be very stylish. He just wears a plain t-shirt. OH MY GOD A NEW TREND LET'S ALL WEAR PLAIN COLOURED T-SHIRTS.

And his walk...the kelly walk? xD he's got a bouncy walk. Not attractive at all.

I also agree with Sabs about everyone having perfect skin and stuff xD the vampires didn't really stand out then besides being incredibly pale (aka covered in powder) and freakishly old to still be in high school. They cut out all the wit, the intimate conversations. They replaced it with 'swinging-in-trees' scene and romantic 'lying-on-grass-where-Edward's-chest-hair-appears-and-disappears-magically) scene.

I liked the baseball scene the most though. That was cool. Especially when Jasper was doing that little trick which is SO INCREDIBLY CUTE 8D with the baseball bat and the cuteness.

haha @ kiss scene being cut out. I'm surprised there wasn't a mob of angry fangirls forming in the cinema D: I heard Stephanie herself cut out the scene. Is that true? Since the whole world didn't get to see it either.

OKAY FUN FACTS:

1) In the scene where Bella comes into her room for the first time, look hard for a naked barbie doll that's propped up against the wall. Ohohoho it's there.

2) Stephanie Meyer was in the movie. But that's pretty obvious.

3) Edward's chest hair can disappear and reappear. Magic.

There's also news about New Moon and Eclipse being made into movies. |: I wonder where this will go. Also, the general reason why many people dislike the whole twilight series is because they say it's kinda of like Stephanie's fantasy written and by some luck, published. Thing is, it's a fantasy that almost every teenage girl in the world has. Same goes to going to a magic school to be a wizard/witch. It's a fantasy that almost everyone has. Deal with it.

ONE MORE THING xD remember a few months ago I made a post about this actor that I saw from The Scorpion King 2? The one where I was actually kinda gatal and posted a picture of the guy with no shirt on. Here's the link to the post. Well it turns out there's rumours of him actually replacing the role of Jacob in New Moon xD poor poor sharkboy. Just rumours though. Hm.

Anyway, point is i'm psychic.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Sabs made threatening phone calls to me so that i'll update my blog. I don't wanna die.

So here's what i've been up to for the last few weeks 8D

Spent Hari Raya Korban at Kuala Kangsar, pretty interesting. Loads of events happened. Most of which had nothing to do with raya lol.

First, I fell off a motorcycle. Twice. Got some bruises for a few weeks, a...kinda gross slash across my knee, and a bleeding hand. But that was all, wasn't so bad. First time I fell, I blame my cousin. You see, he's 12. He demanded that I let him take the motorcycle alone. Of course, being the "responsible" (or, person-who-does-not-want-to-get-her-ass-kicked-by-boy's-mother
-for-not-taking-care-of-him) I didn't let him.

He locked me out of the house.

Fortunately though, one door was unlocked. So I came in and tried to pujuk him to eat lunch. I was hungry I could eat...rice. Anyway, he wouldn't budge. So I told him that he can only ride the motorcycle if he was with me, or my other cousin Alia (who just finished SPM). He just got up and took the keys and told me to go with him.

Long story short, we met the next door neighbour's kids, my uncle. Yeah, uncle and aunt still in primary school. >_> Anyway, they're used to riding the motorcycle in the kampung (don't be shocked Sabs loads of people can ride a motorcycle before 12, particularly Malays. Mat rempits lol.) They drove really fast. My cousin being the idiot-naive-12-year-old-but-I-don't-blame-him-for-his-childishness kid, tried to catch up with them. He drove too fast and couldn't turn a corner, so he ended up driving the front tyre into a hole. He fell, I fell, the motorcycle tipped over. He didn't suffer any damage. I on the other hand, did some ninja rolls in mid air bit so that I wouldn't crush him. So I got the bruises and the scratches and the bleeding D:

Second time is purely my fault. I was driving, and you know how kampung roads are really small. I was trying to move to the side so that a car can pass through. Unfortunately, I didn't check properly and ended up driving onto tanah merah. Wet tanah merah. We slipped and fell onto some leeches. Eugh.

The scratch turned into a slash lol.

Well, other than that, I went to see the cows being korban'd. Actually, while my grandfather was cutting the neck of the cow, everyone was facing the cow. I think I was the only one to face the wall ._. I can't stand blood.

Oh, did I mention that while riding with my cousins, 4 people on motorcycles thought we wanted to race. God, stupid kids. I said no, and was pretty pissed off that they kept following us. Two of them tried to spit at us, one pulled my tudung and then gave me the finger while driving off. They looked like budak sekolah rendah. SERIOUSLY. Jerks.

I chased after them and attempted to kick their motorcycle while driving. Serious action bebeh.

I'm kinda glad that I didn't hit them though, cause if I did I would've knocked over their motorcycle and they would've suffered some serious damage.

Alhamdulillah.

Other than that I spent a night at my cousin's house, few nights at Paradise beach resort while perving on cute international students from Dalat school while wishing that Sabs would come visit bringing binoculars, then a few nights in KL.

Tis' all, i'll update moar later.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

What nonsense is this?

I heard rumors that Robert Pattinson said he was creeped out by Stephanie Meyer's writing.

“When I read it, I was convinced Stephenie was convinced that she was Bella, and it was like a book that wasn’t supposed to be published. It was like reading her sexual fantasy, especially when she said it was based on a dream and it was like, ‘Oh I’ve had this dream about this really sexy guy,’ and she just writes this book about it. Like some things about Edward are so specific, I was just convinced, like, ‘This woman is mad. She’s completely mad and she’s in love with her own fictional creation.’ And sometimes you would feel uncomfortable reading this thing. It’s kind of a sick pleasure in a lot of ways.”

Weh-he-hell buddy, what kind of actor can't respect the author of the book the movie which YOU ARE ACTING IN is based on? Not to mention that you're playing one of the main characters in the book. God. If you don't like the story then gtfo. We could use someone better anyway. Your jaw looks weird. Your hair looks stiff, and you died in your last movie. >:|

AND TAKE YOUR BUTT SHOWING TIGHT PANTS BELLA WITH YOU.

A silent plea for courage.

Lol, you'd think that the title has something to do with doing something noble, but no. It's not. It's about picking up the courage to take free knitting classes at Queensbay xD

If you'd go to...I think maybe the highest shopping floor, on the same floor where you'll find the games stores, on the opposite side there'll be a craft store. They provide FREE knitting classes, and I'd like to go.

I went there today to buy some more yarn for my Ma Cobb hat lol. My mom had to wait in the car because she says she's not very good at parking in Queensbay (don't ask xD) so I ran to find the store because for some reason, I can get lost in Queensbay mall. Anyway, I went straight to buy some circular needles too, and the owner of the shop looked worried because I think he thinks I don't know how to knit.

Which I don't, but that's not the point.

So while I was paying for my yarn, he started explaining about all these different types of yarn on this huge shelf behind him. Any other day i'd happily listen (even though I felt my feminine side challenged by his broad knowledge about yarn) but my mom was waiting. Then I noticed the 'FREE LESSONS' sign on the wall.

I'd love to learn more, but as we all know, we're turning into Fifth formers next year, which means SPM. So I can't learn about all this just yet. It'd be like taking secret guitar lessons behind my mother's back (shh. >_>)

Besides, all the other "students" there consists of 20-30 year old Chinese ladies. Ah, I feel left out. D:

PS: Also got a haircut today. Haha. Some boy (maybe Form 1 or 2) was sitting next to me because he came with his mom, wouldn't stop looking at my awful hair. GEEZ MAN IT'S RUDE TO STARE.

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Tag. YOU'RE IT. *run*

Okay, so I know I owe some people a bunch of tags, but i'll just do the latest one. xD


Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal)
I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it when ___2______3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.___12___,-Your name-




Dear Sabs,
I don't really know how to tell you this, I'll join the monastery. I think I realized it when I quoted Santa in your closet and I saw you sit on my John F. Kennedy statue. I'm sure you're cowardly enough to understand that I did a sex change. I'm returning your old lottery coupons to you, but I'll keep your photo as a memory. You should also know that I told in my confession today a new life as a clone.

Your everlasting enemy,
Pochi


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1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - ManO.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - OpenHeroes - Frostbitten
Lost - HighHouse - Scared
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - SenileTop Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college10.

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

I tag:

Err..Adilla.

Was there a specific number of people i'm supposed to tag? xD

Well didn't I have the shock of my life on the toilet this morning

I'm currently staying at Seri Pacific Hotel (I don't like the new name, I prefer Pan Pacific much more). So this morning, while I was taking care of some business in the bathroom, I opened up the newspaper to find...

Michael J. a Muslim.

Oh gosh, lol. For some reason I thought Shahira will find this interesting. xD Oh wow. Mom said she's heard rumors of it before. Here's a link to the story. Mikaeel. Angel. >_>

Whoah. I can't imagine running into him one day, saying Assalamualaikum and hear from him

''Waalaikumussalam".

PS: Shadep. I know the chances of me running into him at all is already like one in 129384273847878457439123.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Lelaki Bergaya Tahun 2008

Ahahahaha. Only Kelly (and now Sabs) knows what i'm talking about >D

Actually it's just that the day before exam I asked Kelly to teman me to the teacher's room to go see Cikgu Maziani. We weren't allowed in the room since it was before exams and all but we managed to ask a teacher to call her. Anyway, she was busy talking on the phone so we waited for her to finish. It was really hot that day so Kelly just stood by the entrance to the room with her foot blocking the door so that she can get air-con xD

So we looked into the room and saw a certain teacher talking to some other teachers and..

and he was standing like

so BERGAYA.



Damn bergaya man.

And so we've named him Lelaki Bergaya Tahun 2008.

PingPong.

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Peace and religion.

"Isn't your religion based on peace?", said Sabs with an expression similar to the D:> emoticon.

Every religion is based on peace. Well not every. I don't really know about every single religion in the world. But the major ones: Christianity, Islam, Buddhism, Taoism, Hindu, Jewish, etc.

are all based on peace right?

Explain to me then what's up with the KKK. I'm sure back then people were also saying "Isn't your religion based on peace?". It's not based on religion but still, they killed Jewish people. So it's kinda based on religion + white supremacy.

Anyway, you have to understand a few things. Our brain and body has been specifically designed to stay away from things that hurt us. To have a defense system, fight what is not good for us. Our immune system fights away viruses. It's all natural.

So when there are people barging into your homes during dinner (or whatever it is that you can call dinner, since you are not allowed to leave your house due to house arrest), killing your brother, arresting your father and some bastards even dare to rape your sisters when they are to same so-called soldiers who were sent there to help you gain peace...

wouldn't you feel something? Would you feel anger? Injustice, pain, frustration?

What would you do then. Sit silently? No. You decide to do something for revenge.

Our emotions take over. Our mind is no longer functioning properly. Sure, your religion tells you no, don't resort to violence, try and make some kind of deal or something.

Lol deal. Sure sure. Your whole family is dead, you have nothing to live for and no future to look forward to. Make a deal.

There are times when logic is not present. Emotion takes over. There are things that we don't know about that happens over there. Something personal. Nothing can be explained.

What about those people that say they're doing it for Islam? What about them? JIHAD JIHAD and all that.

First of all, there are many forms of jihad. By even wearing a hijab when you are not allowed to, it is considered jihad. It's not all suicide bombing.

Secondly, refer to above. Emotion takes over. Some overly-religious-till they're-not-actually-religious-anymore egoistic people could've convinced that guy to wear a bomb.

I'm tired of people asking me 'Isn't Islam based on peace?'. All I can say is yes. Yes it is. But not all people practice Islam correctly.

*I apologize if anyone is offended by this post, kbye*

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Mc'Donalds.

What is the point of trying to diet when your lunch consists of a Grilled Chicken Foldover with McShaker Fries and a coke? D:

I can't help it. I love food.

I also realize that when i'm really sad/depressed, only food helps. The soothing tastes of...well anything I love eating lol, would take me away from the pain. And I realized this especially yesterday, when I saw a video on youtube. It's called 'Dear Stephanie, I love you'. Haha, it's so cute. This guy made a song for his girlfriend, and it looks so sweet.

I am now currently in that 'ohmygodhighschoolisalmostoverwheredidthetimego' D: mood. I'm nearly 16 (countdown: 21 days) and then my Form 4 year is over. Then it's Form 5, SPM, and i'm out.

No more waking up at 6 am.

No more long car rides to school.

No more nasi lemak.

No more gossiping, sembang kosong, pujuk cikgu takmau kelas.

Nothing.

I'm going to miss all that, even though I ponteng school a lot. Lol. But then again, having something you can ponteng from is part of my childhood experience. Always fun. I know when I start working I can't do these kinds of things anymore.

Hm. Other topic.

I wonder if people think religion is the 'safe side' in life. It's like you either choose to be faithful to your agama, or live on the wild side. Perhaps it's only in Islam that you come to this important decision.

Would living my life to the fullest, include jeopardizing my beliefs?

Some people say i'm really religious. You have no idea how wrong you are.

How really, really wrong you are.

Monday, October 6, 2008

Wax hand.

The title is not totally random. I got a wax hand. No not that I got my hand waxed, it's my hand made out of wax. Y'know, the kind of stuff you get at Genting.

Heee. Genting was fun. I got to ride everything I wanted for once. Except for the Flying Dragon and the Mine Train roller coasters.

One day, I will get you guys. One day.

Anyway, I realize that i've been reading a lot of people's blogs lately. Malay ones. Also, since I just came back from Johor because unfortunately I too have to face reality (just one day later than other people. Sorry guys, came back from KL pretty late yesterday) I might start typing in Malay now and then macam ni without you knowing kan?

Haha, biasala, kampung.

Let me tell you about Raya. It was fun, went to Genting and all. Tapi wallet dah berlubang la.

But the food was...*drool* of course, i'm still waiting for the school's nasi lemak. But on Friday we stopped at this gerai to get some breakfast (Johor style: lontong kering). Dad took some bihun instead with this sambal. Oh man. The sambal was so...sedaplah. Taktau camane nak kata.

So I was like "Pak, nak sikit sambal" and then the gerai auntie suddenly came out of nowhere and said to me "Kalau nak sambal, amikla" and she gave me a whole bowl of it XD

My mascara was running like mad as I took several bites of the spicy sambal and cried, dengan hidung berhingus.

"Pak, boleh bungkus ke sambal ni?"

Jangan rugi. Jangan rugi.

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Raya post.


The text might be a bit small, so...yeah. Lulz. Oh and I already saw the gang gila-gila blog. xD I'll post whenever I can.

Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir Batin!

Friday, September 19, 2008

Awkward moments at 3 in the morning.

Yes I know it's late. Shush. It's a Friday.

The following is a part of a convo I had with this guy named Joe. Joe is a friend of Ryan (he was using Ryan's comp at the time), who's a friend of Won.

I don't know how I have Ryan on my msn, but meh. I can't resist posting this here lol.

Ryan says:
you could always believe but just believing in somthing is ussually not a good thing
Ryan says:
i mean look at the ppl in iraq who believed
Ryan says:
and ended up killing themselves
Ryan says:
cause they thought it would make htem cool wih their gods and stuff
Ryan says:
so yeah
Alisa says:
did Ryan mention that i'm muslim?
Alisa says:
lol.
Ryan says:
oh
Ryan says:
no
Ryan says:
sorry
Ryan says:
>.>

lol awkward moment.

Friday, September 12, 2008

Taggeh.

I really really want to update, but I can't seem to gather my thoughts together. So i'll just fill out this survey that meep said i'd never do ;o -cough-

1.what is your fav. chocolate?
Dark chocolate.
2.what are your 3 fav colours?
Green, pink, beige (depends on my mood)
3.who is the last person you talked to?
Brother.
4.Who is the last person u msged?
Uhh. Anis I think. She wanted to borrow New Moon.
5.who was the first person u talked to when u woke up today?
Mama.
6.who is the first person u msged when u woke up today?
I didn't message anyone today.
7.how many msges did u receive when u woke up today?
Nobody messages me. I'm a lonely person D:
8.who msged u when u woke up today?
Refer above.
9.who do u wanna talk to now?
Haha, Justin kinda.
10.who do u wanna see right now?
Hm. My relatives.
11.why do u wanna see that person now?
Because I miss them.
12.what is your relationship with that person u wanna see now?
All of them? We're related. xD
13.if u could hug someone now, who would it be?
I don't feel like hugging anyone D;
14.what are u doing now?
Trying not to stain my brother's bed sheets. He'll kill me rofl.
15.what colour is the shirt you're wearing now?
Purple.
16.are u attached?
Nup.
17.anyone u like?
Of course.
18.who do u like?
Oi no fair lah. Don't want to say.
19.what phone are u using?
Sony Erricson k750i
20.how much money do u have in ur wallet now?
About RM 100 something lol
21.what do u love looking at?
Family and friends making memories that'll stay in my head forever. ^_^
22.who is the last guy u hugged?
My bruddah.
23.if u can choose to do something now, what would u do?
Get sick enough to not go to piano class tomorrow but then miraculously be cured before Kelly's mooncake celebration xD
24.how are u feeling now?
Very lazy.
25.if u could turn back time 3 times, when will it be?
1) Before I fell and my skirt went down with gravity.
2) Before I failed my chem.
3) Before I told my grandmother a secret, and she ended up telling my aunt the next second.
26.who/what are you thinking of?
Ms. Teh. She's going to kill me tomorrow D:
27.what are the 3 things u want to forget?
Ah. Loads of things.
28.who makes u happy?
Family, friends, pets, certain situations.
29.what is next to you?
Pillows, a bagpack and a blanket.
30.last show u watched?
The Nanny (I loooove this show 8D especially Niles)
31.how many people are u talking to now?
No one. 'Cept my brother.
32.if u can change something in ur life, what would it be?
My way of thinking.
33.do u have pets?
Yes, 6 cats. WHERE ARE YOU ALOONG? D: (my 7th cat hilang)
34.what do u feel like eating now?
Nothing really, can't fast tomorrow. 8D

35.who are the 7 people u tag?
1-Sabrena
2-Tara
3-Err...Ashley?
4-Adilla!
5-Don't know
6-Don't care
7-Haiya enough la.

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

It's finally happened.

I failed a subject.

I didn't think this day would come, but it did. And I have no idea what am I supposed to feel.

I kind of feel glad, because now I have 'failing chem' to add to my list of things I did before I die.
Really though, the guilt just hasn't sunken in yet. I do know that I probably ruined my chances for an A1 for end of the year exam.

Told mom, as expected she was dissapointed. I didn't dare tell her that i'm staying back tomorrow to do kerja amal for some merits.

Man, and I used to be the one supervising. Now i'm the one doing.







This sucks donkey balls. Stupid pants.

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Hahaha. I did it.

I scolded Ramasamy and threw all his filthy lies and faults at his face. It felt great. I do feel slightly guilty for kicking his balls so hard. He told me to go fuck off and die.



But it was so worth it. 8D *waves the finger at him*

Note: Correction has been done, since I have apparently been confused between cussing out someone, and just insulting them. :[

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

The Holidays.

I haven't started on a single piece of homework ever since the holidays started xD oh well. I'm in quite a good mood though. This is probably because I managed to finish my BM oral before the holidays. I was so nervous D; thank God Rachel was there to help me. She's got a good memory lulz. I couldn't even remember the name of the island. And there I was writing down all this stuff on an A4 paper, trying to get ready (because a lot of people ponteng that day, so I didn't have much of an audience) and out of all the things I wrote down, Mr. Ang was more interested at the fact that we didn't have toilets there.

Me: Ya cikgu, takde tandas. Ada lubang saja.
Mr.Ang: Ya? Betul ke? Eee.
Me: Dinding pun pakai tikar plastik sahaja. Cucuk dengan kayu. Sebab tu kena pergi tandas sama-sama --
Mr. Ang: Aih, pergi tandas sama-sama?
Me: BUKAN!!

Anyway, I spent hours yesterday drawing this comic. On the way back to Johor, we stopped at this Baskin Robbins shop to get ice cream. I tell you ah, those BR people like to trick you =[ I keep getting fooled lol. Damn it.

(Please read from left to right ;D)



END.

Oh and, I was watching The Scorpion King 2 yesterday. I called the hero lembik, but...after I googled him. And saw his pictures. Lol. He actually looks kinda perfect for a Jacob. Srsly. I mean, LOOK AT THIS PICTURE!



Lol stop it. I'm not gatal. But, when I saw this picture, the first thing that came to my mind was 'Omg, Jacob'. Regardless of what Sabs says about me thinking 'omg it's Jacob' everytime I see a guy with long flowing hair.

I mean...not to mention his muscles. The one acting as Jacob now, that Sharkboy guy looks okay. But his muscles look a bit...not normal. Like it was sprayed on or something xD and Jacob is supposed to be muscular and toned 8D

Okay, that's about it for now. My dad's asking me if I want to go eat cendol with him. Too bad I can't go see Sabs perform =( I don't think i'll make it anyway. 8 hours between here and Penang lmao D;

Taaa.

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Dryy. OH THE DRYNESS!

I'm...fasting today. This is really bad. Really really bad. Not the fasting part though. It's just that, I was supposed to sahur yesterday and have my fill of food and water before I start fasting. Problem is, I accidentally fell asleep again and woke up just now o_o it's already like, 8 am. And all I had yesterday was a glass of water and some cookies around...11 pm? ;|

Ah, enough about complaining. I'll suck it up and get through the next 11 hours just fine.

I came on here planning to talk about Breaking Dawn, but after rethinking about what Sabs said, I guess I better not. I mean, meep hasn't read it yet. So i'm better off posting about the book when everyone's read it ;o

So i've been going around reading these MMU student blogs (I curi2 tengok my brother's blog and clicked on the links). I have to say, these people sound like fun...

until you get to a few other blogs.

You just get worried then. Very worried.

I'm starting to develop a hate...for KL. KL, that stupid place that makes people act differently. I mean sure, they might have the intelligence for it...but it's disgusting. Disgusting at the fact that they're drifting steadily to being a...a Westerner. Not that I have anything against Westerners (okay that's not completely true) but their habits are quite disgusting. Haha, I realized that i've been using the same word for 3 times in this paragraph now xD

Anyway, this is where this post gets serious. For someone to be...how do I say this... smart enough? or...open-minded I guess. As open-minded as those people, you need a good balance of restraint and fear of God. I mean, come on man! It's pretty obvious that you're crossing the line between rational and stupid+reckless. I hate their attitudes. I hate it. I despise it. I loathe it. It's disgusting.

And worst of all, I fear of the possibility that I might turn into one of them.

I don't want to be drinking, wearing inappropriate clothing, or going to clubs as if i'm going to the pasaraya a part of my lifestyle. I refuse to do so. And yet, it seems like that's what everybody's doing in KL. I'm scared. Scared for my brother who's currently in Cyberjaya. I thought their roommates were pretty nice, until that day I sent my brother back, and none of them bothered to get up from what they were doing, or even greet my mom. They just sat there in their rooms. One was even lying down in his, not bothering to close the door. It didn't really bother me much, until when I was on my way out, and I heard a girl's voice.

That, could've made me scream.

I thought about that picture I saw, of the guy sleeping on the girl's lap. I didn't recognize the guy, until I saw him in rl. It's my brother's roommate-one of them at least. And the girl. A girl. A girl in the apartment. Bukan muhrim. I got very irritated. Suddenly the pink pillow that I found in my brother's room at the apartment when I was changing his bed sheets made sense. There were some blankets too, all pink and girl. I was like 'wth? ada pondan ke?'

I'm guessing the girl spent the night.

on my brother's bed.

ew. ew.ewwweweweww.

fy. Get your own bed. Thank God we changed the sheets. I felt like going to the living room and slapping her face with the old ones.

And ugh. How could they? How could you people do this? Melayu, Islam. Which is why i'm quite uncomfortable when I see malay teenage couples walking around, holding hands, berpeluk-pelukan. In my mind (I know this is bad, but) the first thing I can think of is that they're idiots. They don't know what they're doing. It's like for me, you'll have to have a pretty significant level of intelligence before you do something like this. This is because, you'll have to work hard to overcome your hormones. Your judgment must never be cloudy.

Stupid teenagers aren't allowed to do this.

I glare at every couple I can find. Chinese and Indians, I don't mind so much. They are free to do whatever they want. Malays, on the other hand...ugh. Why, why must you disgust me so? I mean I know i'm not one to be passing on comments like this. It's not like I wear my tudung everytime I go out. I have my 'dosa-filled' moments like anyone else. It's not pleasant, i'm aware of it. Aware of the malaikats that are keeping score. But I can't help it. I'm just human.

I wish I could explain to him. To all of them, how it actually works. How Allah's rules, seem more and more helpful. But, i'm never good at explaining. I'll probably just make it worse. I can't explain, because I lived through it. I lived through my experiences, and realized what I had to do. What had to be done. What was there all along.

Alas, nothing I can say. I'm no prophet. (Chuckles at the idea) ;|

They're nice...but, they're representing a part of me. And I can't help feeling like we're being made as fools.

ARGH.

Saturday, August 9, 2008

Exam is over.

But...I don't feel happy. Not right now at this moment at least.

*sigh*

Saturday, August 2, 2008

Breaking Dawn.

I just finished eclipse- yes, I know i'm supposed to be studying, shut up- and I...seriously thought Jacob was going to die xD 'cause Sabrena was like 'NOOO JACOB, NOO!' and i'm thinking 'Oh God no, no no no no no.' But, thankfully, and hopefully Stephanie doesn't kill characters off like J.K. D: I swear i'll be devastated. I keep looking at my atuk's calendar clock, at the date...2/8 and keep hoping it'll change to 4/8. BREAKING DAWN, I WANT YOUUU.

...er, atleast I think it's coming out on the 4th. I'm not sure. But either way, i'm sure that even if I do buy it, I won't be able to read it. Not with exams coming. Ugh, then there's PJ test, BM oral and English oral (I know I know, zombies.) ...the week after exam isn't going to be as pleasant. I'll also have to cancel my piano classes for the next 2 weeks since we'll be having an exam on Saturday and i'll have to go to school (the school's cunning plan to make sure all students are present on a Saturday -_-;), and on the following week, i'll be leaving for Johor again to prepare for my uncle's wedding 8D haha. Miss Teh is probably gonna be like 'AIYAAAAA' all over again. I didn't dare call her to cancel, just sms'd. I mean, she won't seriously type out 'aiyaaaa' will she? xD

Uhm. Anyway, I don't feel like talking about anything else other than Breaking Dawn. I've got quite a few interesting things to tell Sabs, Rachel, Meep, Kelly, Su Jen (etc. the whole gang) but words will not do justice. I need to be there to do some action.

Wait, that sounds wrong lol.

OH! But here's something I do want to talk about here. I had no idea that my nenek has...connections? to people xD For instance, yesterday (as Sabby should know, since I woke her up to tell her about this) I found out that my grandma actually knows A.Samad Said. Know as in, he knows her as well, and they used to be friends. This all happened when I found a copy of Cinta Fansuri (haven't read it yet thanks to eclipse) and asked my grandma if it's her. She opened up the book and I saw an autograph from A.Samad Said to my grandma. She's like 'Eh, ha'ah. Hari tu jumpa dia masa dekat bas. Lama tak jumpa' Mom then explained that since grandma used to be a writer, she was close friends with A.Samad's first wife. So she used to stop by her house on some days in the morning. Which means she knows him pretty well too.

But...i'm sure that if my grandma ever introduced me to A.Samad Said, he'd be wondering why her granddaughter is so bad with Bahasa Malaysia (...yeah. Apparently it's not Bahasa Melayu anymore) and slap me with his long white janggut xD

...

*cries*

Breaking Dawn D; Haha, I was running around whenever it came to the good parts in Eclipse. I was surprised my mother didn't wake up and scold me. I really hope Jacob imprints on SOMEONE. (lol what if it's Renee he imprints on 8D) because kesian him. Poor Riley and Bree.

Okay i'm done. :|

Friday, July 18, 2008

*picks nose*

There's no denying it. Everybody picks their nose, it's just a matter of when and where xD I guess the bathroom would be the most appropriate place to do it. But...where's the worst I wonder? =D Maybe while you're walking and someone takes a snapshot of you, or maybe when you thought no one was watching, suddenly your crush comes walking past and saw XD OR! OR MAYBE, while you're at school in front of Miss K.

That'd be a nightmare.

Anyway, the only reason i'm rambling on about people picking their noses is because I just snorted up some Ice Lemon tea D: wanted to be fast fast, I guess I tilted the tin too high up and a few drops went into my nose. Thank God i'm in dad's office, I can choke all I want to lol.

Hmm, now I remember. Last Wednesday our school had this ceramah about HIV/AIDS. I think it would've been quite interesting if I hadn't slept through the whole thing, due to my recent obsession of Twilight and such (didn't get enough sleep). But anyway, that doesn't matter...well okay, I guess it kinda does. Now I feel scared and uninformed, like as if I can get AIDS any second now. I'm being paranoid I know but like, lmao.

But what I really wanted to tell you guys is this incident that happened while me and Maz were walking back from the staff room before the ceramah. I'm not mad or upset about it or anything, it's just..funny lol. Kinda hilarious after Maz told me what I said. Anyway, Maz and I were walking back from the staff room because we wanted to see if Ms. Salfini still wanted us to stay back from chem. We couldn't find her, so we proceeded to going back into the hall. Unfortunately for me, I have a small bladder. So I needed to go to the toilet.

You see, when I need to pee REALLY bad, I don't really concentrate on the way I walk. In fact, I look pretty ridiculous at the time. Like some guy trying to kepit kepit his thingy to look like a girl (oh yes, this happens). So I walked slowly, unintentionally dragging my shoes.

And we all know what happens when you drag your shoes in SGGS as a student.

I was so close to the toilet...so close. I passed by a teacher (I won't mention her name lol) and wished her good afternoon. Then she started yelling at me xD I was like..swt. Maz was like..o.o It was so sudden I swear we didn't see it coming lol. She continued to yell at me. I thought she was complaining about how I walked. You know, how unlady-like it looks (which I agree XD) so I was trying to explain to her that I really needed to use the bathroom. But she kept yelling. And I went on and on blabbering, trying to explain the situation and what caused the pelikness of my walking.

Teacher: WHY MUST WALK LIKE THAT? CANNOT WALK PROPERLY KA?
Me: No..teacher, I really need to use the toilet..this is-
Teacher: NEED TO USE THE TOILET THEN GO LAH, WHY MUST TELL THE WORLD WITH YOUR FEET?
Me:...eh, what's wrong with my feet?
Teacher: WHY MUST YOU DRAAAG YOUR FEET LIKE THAT? WHY-

*A group of Malay girls walks by, dragging their shoes*

Teacher: *grabs a hard-cover book and smacks their butt*
Me: O_O
Malay girls: o.O what the..
Teacher: WALK PROPERLY LA, LIFT YOUR FEET.
Me: But teacher...I just really need to use the toilet, I don't normally drag my sho-
Teacher: SAY 'SORRY TEACHER, I WON'T DO IT AGAIN'. NO NEED TO GIVE EXCUSE EXCUSE
Me: *gives up*...sorry teacher *smiles awkwardly*
Teacher: Ha, go!
Me: *runs to toilet*

The reason I ran was because I could see this other teacher closing up on us and she looked like she wanted to join in with the yelling. o_o;

Ah, well. Still funny lol. Such a fun school. I really hope no teacher reads this and starts talking about it at perhimpunan again. :| i'm not insulting anyone really (other than myself if you haven't noticed) and i'm not complaining about the school.

Maz was wondering later why I was talking about something else when the teacher asked me a different question XD ahhhh. I'm so sorry Maz that you had to be dragged into the situation. Kesian you :[

Also, that magazine cover of Edward and Bella looks..disturbing. The guy's got his shirt unbuttoned and like..wth. Doesn't look like it fits with the book at all. xD I'll put a picture here later.

See, this is why reading it is always better than watching it on film. We're so concentrated on criticizing the actor/actress that we forget to actually watch the movie xD..or maybe that's just me. But yeah.

OOH! I watched Batman yesterday at GSC, and mannnnn. They really could've picked a better actress for Rachel. She's not all that pretty. I mean..she's pretty, just doesn't look like Batman's standard >.>; And Joker was so scheming-ish. Prove to everyone that even the most honoured and greatest man can fall and turn to insanity, brilliant.

You either die as a hero, or you see yourself live long enough to become the villain.

Taaa. ^_^

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse: Instant worry.

I...i'm afraid i've become obsessed with Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn, Midnight Sun (the latter not existing yet, but i've read a bit about it, and i'm still obsessed)

I haven't actually read Eclipse yet. Rachel's copy is still there on the bench, right where I left it, staring at me. I can't read it yet, not after how much Twilight and New Moon has made me neglect my homework and chores and...uh living like a normal human xD been cooped up in my room all day lately just reading and reading and reading, refusing to shower or have any human contact at all. It's scary.

I didn't go to school today (Sab's going to yell at me for this) because I accidentally fell asleep in front of the computer after reading about Midnight Sun and completely forgot about my homework and other miscellaneous duties I was supposed to do. So I woke up this morning to mom knocking on my door trying to wake me up for school. I made a face lol and she asked me if I got any sleep yesterday. I said no (which is true, because I really didn't get any sleep. It's partly my body's fault too. It's that time of the month) and she said that I was right, the books aren't good for me. xD

Considering the fact that I have free time today, I continue to feed my obsession by going to websites about Twilight 8D. So far, i've watched the trailer, read about Stephenie's view on the movie, the blog, took a look at some pictures from behind the scenes, and an actual scene from the movie, and I have to say something:

There is something immensely wrong with Edward's hair.

It looks so dry. NO NO NO. This can't be! It's supposed to be lustrous and uh..flowy like. And I hate how Bella reminds me of Michelle Ryan (that actress from Bionic Woman) because I dislike that show. I don't really hate the show, it's just annoying. It's like...she's so gatal. Or something like that. Haha @ trailer. Bella looks so scared she's talking so fast.

Bella: How old are you?
Edward: ...81. I'm a pedophile.

Lolololol. xD

Um. But I have to say the eye candy is incredible for this movie >_>; -crawls into a dark corner-

Ah..must resist from reading. Sabs, bring those books to school. I think i'll buy them. Before that though, please somebody chop my hands off so that I can't pick up Eclipse right now and start reading. It's frustrating and I feel so guilty but it's so good.

*suddenly remembers what Sab said about anything good in life is either illegal, immoral or fattening* xD

I'll say this one is immoral. I also now have the urge to draw vampires and stuffz. Goth is not working for me.

*cringes*

Sunday, July 13, 2008

My beloved Oreo.

I know it's been almost a week since Oreo died, but I can't get that horrifying cat shriek out of my head. It's terrible.

I don't want to think about it =_=

Anyway, there's a reason I sometimes refuse/resist from reading good books. They always make me forget about reality =( like Twilight. Damn you Twilight. I hate you for ending. I refused to shower all day today to finish reading it xD I mean, that was until mom started glaring at me that I just took a quick shower, prayed and stuff then straight to the book.

But just in case, I spread my math book and pencils around me to make it look like I was doing homework at the same time lolol.

But seriously, books like these make me feel horrible. As in like, I don't want it to end, but I want to get it overwith so that I can get on with my life xD but...I don't want to.

Rachel's going to lend me New Moon and Eclipse tomorrow, and I can't wait. Honestly I think my homework will go unattended to for the next couple of days..not like there's any difference there xD haha.

I have to say though the past week hasn't been a good week. My neighbour was in the hospital getting surgery (but it seems that she's okay now so never mind), my grandmother was in the hospital too but she was released on..Wednesday I think. But I went to visit her on Friday and yesterday she started feeling pain in her chest again and she's been re-admitted.

Oh, and my cat got run over and I had to watch it die in it's own pool of blood. As mentioned earlier.

*sigh*

Btw, I need to get this off my chest. I've been arguing with this gay guy on forums about hijabs all week and i'm exhausted.

By exhausted I mean that i'm absolutely annoyed at him and I feel like slapping him with his own purse. Just because you read the Quran 3 times, probably from some website with the wrong translation like the ones that depict Muslims as blood-thirsty terrorists who are hell-bent on destroying those who are not in Islam, DOESN'T MEAN that whatever you say is correct. And you dare bad-rep me because you think I got my facts wrong? I've been learning about Islam almost my whole LIFE! And of course I don't know everything but i'm quite sure Muslim women have to cover up. Jeez.

Also, just to clear any confusion up, we're not really hell-bent on whooping non-muslims asses. We just fight to protect ourselves, not to attack. Only when we're provoked and we have no other choice, we are forced to use...force. Lmao.

Don't worry, seriously. I don't get why people think Muslims are any different than your average person. e_e

Saturday, June 28, 2008

Friendster.

Well, if any of you have been to my friendster page recently, you'd know that I said a major change is coming up.

I...i've gotten sick of it. SICK. OF. IT.

I don't know, maybe it's a phase. But i'm currently bored of it. : |
Bored of all the teenagers that go on it expecting to be taken seriously when tHey sp$LL liKe tHis
bored of all the girls taking pictures from way above as if people are spying on them when you can actually see their arm extending out of the frame,
bored of guys with their mat rempit pictures and collars,
again, bored of Malaysian girls, looking so um..slutty. e_e
bored of people with photoshopped pictures, some are cute, some are stupid
bored of people who think they're so handsome, hot, cute
bored of people who think they're so handsome, hot, cute, and DON'T admit it but take a million pictures anyway
bored of people taking pictures with the same damn pose
bored of people taking pictures trying to show something, and yet you only see one thing: their face

"oh here's the hotel we stayed in" but all you see is their face looking at the camera and only 10% of the picture is actually the hotel wall.

I mean, what's the point? Ugh.

Another thing, I don't get all the extended haha's and hehe's. It's like hahahahahahAhahaha, and hehheheheeheeeeee, and hiehihihihihihihihi.

Wakakakakakakakakaka is not fine either. There's a limit to this when it comes to talking with me, I assure you.

Of course, I won't say anything. I never will

Another ranting post, great. I'm not pointing fingers here, this a general thing.

But then again, what else do we teenagers have? |:

You see people saying they hate hypocrites yet they don't know what the word means when you ask them. Good God. D:

I'm not deleting friendster, it's a good way to contact others. I'm just going to..empty it. Maybe keep only one photo for future reference. Like as in when people find my dead body somewhere and they can find the profile and go 'oh, that's what she looks like before she got mutilated'

Please, someone take me out of my horrible mood. Must need more sleep.

MOAR SLEEP MOAR.

I blame ramasamy entirely for this. Even though he has nothing to do with this.

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Where for art thou biscuits?!

Lolol. So I guess who I ran into today at Tesco EXTRA?

None other than Mr.C

Buying biscuits.

Haha.

It's so weird seeing your teacher act normal out of school (as been said by many other students). ;[
It's like..."aren't you supposed to be at home reading books or something?"

Then I remember that my parents are also lecturers and they also lead normal lives.

Anyway, I walked up to him and said "sir?" and he's like "whoa, lucky I came alone".

xD I was lost at the time, 'cause I went to the toilet and my parents didn't wait for me. I was looking for them. Lo and behold! I met Mr.C instead. Anyway, when I finally DID catch up with my mother, I pointed out Mr.C to her and she's like "Ohhh, patutla suka"

..what?

WHAT?

WHATTT??

No way jose. And then mom's like "I can see because you're blushing" which is so not true. I was not blushing. Ew, I don't blush at math teachers. :[ But I can't wait to tell Maz that I met Mr.C again. Hahahahahaha >: D

Speaking about teachers, dude, can you imagine if like, some bad guy/penjahat came into our Physics lab threatening everybody and Pn. Ling started to do kung fu with all the apparatus in there?

Srsly, think about it. It'd look so cool.

And I don't know why today Sabrena felt gatal-ish. Poor Kelly. xD

Hm..what else to blog about.

I got nothing. -_-;

Oh, here's something i've been meaning to ask people; In Pirates of The Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest...that..whatever that guy's name is that's supposed to marry Elizabeth. In the earlier part it shows Elizabeth when she was still a child (or maybe like around 12-14?) and that guy was like.. I dunno. 20+? Ew. And they planned to get married in the future? o_o

Or am I just being paranoid.

Or maybe because back then age didn't really matter.

Hmm.

Well I guess that's all for now. Maybe I should find something to talk about in my next blog other than uh..teachers.


Monday, June 23, 2008

Dedication.

This is for the people who tough it out everyday doing what they don't like

because they know all their sacrifices will be worthwhile someday
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Friday, June 20, 2008

Dead animals.

I realize that I am indeed, a cruel and horrible person.
This is because:
1) I actually took a picture of a dead cicak.
2) I used a DEAD butterfly (which amazingly still has its shape) and took pictures of it.
3) I recall the time when my fish was actually left under my book shelf to die and I didn't realize it until 2 months later.

Yep, there is a special place in hell for people like me. I'm so sorry :[

Anyway, long time no update. Considering that i'm here in my mom's office with this keyboard that I love tapping so much because it makes such a nice noise and let's see how long I can make this sentence go but anyway yeah I really like this keyboard tap tap tap : D i'll post today and make a long-ass post for everyone (consisting of Sabs and Meep only) to read.

Let us first talk about school. It's been exactly 12 days since school reopened. I say, the new schedule semi-sucks. And the teachers keep changing like dunnowat. Exam results turned out okay, i'm quite happy with it. 11 A1's and 2 A2's. Not like I can do anything about it now lol, considering that some of the teachers didn't discuss the paper with us. Oh well, towel. And Mr. Pho- wait, wtf. Why is there chilli sauce on my donut? THIS IS MADNESS!

*throws away donut*

Anyway, about Mr.Phong. We get him as our new Modern Math teacher. Haha, unfortunately no one can replace Mr.Chong. Good God their names are only one letter different. Can't believe I just realized that. I'm so slow D; oh and Mr.P likes to move around a lot lol. It almost looks like he's dancing. At one point my brain just shut off every sound and started playing music the whole while I was watching Mr.P teach. It was like he was dancing to the music. ROFL.

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Books. Novels. Why aren't I reading more? Lately it seems like I don't want to read any stories incase I get carried away and neglect my homework. In the end the homework gets neglected anyway so...lol.

Ahaha, what else? Let's see. I just read something about girls making a pact to get pregnant? What the hell? Is this some sort of new trend or something? And they got some homeless guy to help them uh... fertilize their eggs. Lol. I quote, "we finally have someone who will love us unconditionally" or something. I'm sure that diaper is filled with chocolate that's just bursting with unconditional love for their 16 year old mothers. :D

Also, there's this story about a boy being eaten by his own mother. Eee. Sabs i'll tell you this at school if you haven't already read about it. e_e

Random comment: Talking to Mr.C is like talking to a celebrity. One mention of him and people are like 'WHAT? WHAT DID HE SAY?!' Lol. So funneh xD

*sigh* I'm currently in a horrible mood. I keep thinking about how life is going too fast. This is probably because today was the last piano lesson i'll have with my cousin. She's going to UIA (Universiti Islam Antarabangsa) and i'll be left alone or possibly grouped with a stranger. Soon Alia will go to uni, then me. Then one by one we'll get married, have our own kids, then they'll go to school, high school, uni, get married and i'll get grandchildren..then we'll all one by one "gugur". :( I keep thinking about the days where we all played together..so sad. >_>;

*does not want to think about it anymore*

Atleast i'll get to make muffins tomorrow. ^_^

That's all for now I guess. You guys will get tired reading. xD
Bye bye. <3

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Alisa.

Half the people I know do not believe in God.
Half the people I know, are not happy.

This is what's missing in your life. Something you will never understand. Shut up and stop gloating about how great your life is. It's not, and you know it.

Yet you do not understand how foolish you look. Do you really think you're that nice of a person? Guess what, you're not. You have no right to laugh at others, when you complain to me about your weaknesses.

I consider myself lucky to be born and raised this way. Saves me a lot of time to seek peace at heart. Sure, I did not have to go through what you did, and tbh that's the only thing keeping me from slapping you in the face :| hard.

Psh.

Anyway, you're all doomed. Your own attitude will be your cause of death. I'm so lucky to be raised a Malaysian. e_e I hate it when you people just prove me right and show me how low you can get. Geez.

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On a lighter note! The trip to queensbay for meep's birthday was fun :D which reminds me, meep don't use that as an actual keychain. It'll swing swing then break lol. ONLY FOR DECORATIVE PURPOSES WHICH REQUIRES NO MOTION D:

ohz, I was watching that video on meep's blog about the noodle competition between panda and sabs+su su. I got hungry lol D; . That's the first time I ever stepped into Sushi King ^__^ coloured water ftw.

The cake was nice, tasted like kuih lapis lol. No offence but I still like su su's cookies better. They're better than mine for God's sakes. xD and I can't believe panda actually ate that cookie I gave him even after it was dropped on the floor. Sorry lol >_> Haha, the arcade was fun. Plus it took me like half an hour to convince meep to play the piano for me D; people were staring xD

So the holidays are almost over. I shall be spending the rest of mine at Bukit Merah. Sorry Sabs I can't go to ichibanzai D; I do want to though. But I can't have my cake and eat it too.

Let's see..what else. Oh, I haven't done any homework at all. Didn't even practice my piano or anything. Been sleeping at 5 am and waking up at 12 pm xD eee, my sleeping cycle is ruined.

Well this is all I can think of to talk about right now. I am in quite a bad mood thanks to a certain someone. But, he's a good friend. So i'll just have to get over it. Haha @ Justin trying to make me feel better though. ;o

UNTIL NEXT TIME!

-pocheh-

Oh and kudos to Sabs for the cbox :D haha ily tyvm.

Thursday, May 22, 2008

*sneeze*

Oh man, the sneezing and the coughing is getting worse. My head's burning xD and these two won't shut up about each other. I mean for God's sake, stop asking me to ask her or ask him stuff. Ask yourself. Be logical, it can't happen. Ish. ISH ISH ISH.

*slaps knee*

So exam's over. I can see that everyone else has started blogging again lol. The practical exam for arts went okay. I sneezed all over my painting though. Probably was annoying everyone else as well. The sneeze added a great effect ;D jk jk. Gross lol. I wish I could take back the painting and post it here. It looks so messy probably sakitkan mata orang saja. And now, we shall come to..

Add math.

*short-short-short-looooong*

IT WAS SO FREAKING HARD. Well, for me. It was pretty easy for everyone else xD I hentam'd a lot. Haiya, filled up the paper with calculations that had nothing to do with finding the answer just to look smart and not leave it blank. ;_;

Oh and haha, I was talking to Mr.Chong about modern math through msn. I told him about the question I couldn't answer. Looks like he couldn't either, or the paper is wrong. But then I asked him to explain, and he went and drew the graph.


it does, doesn't it? xD

Anyway, I had loads to blog about. But something happened and it ruined my mood. Imagine how a few words can destroy someone's good mood for the entire day lol. BUT I must blog about my grandfather lol. He said something very...thought-provoking? the other day.

Atuk: Alisa, atuk nak cerita sikit. Atuk ni, boleh diibaratkan sebagai pokok durian.
Alisa: *stopped eating and has a blur face*
Atuk: Mula-mula, pokok tu ditanam. Lepas tu, dah tanam, tumbuhlah sampai bosa (besar). Lepas tu, berbunga pulak. Tak lama kemudian, hasil lah buahnya.
Alisa: *drops her nasi*
Atuk: Tapi, lama-lama buah tu akan gugur. Atuk ibarat buah durian tu la, tunggu nak gugur je.
Alisa: Atuk janganla cakap camtu. *swt*
Atuk: Ei, betul la! Kawan atuk banyak dah gugur.
Alisa: ...oh. >_>; (lol)

Then the next day he brings home some durian.

LOLOL.

Oh man, it's genetic.

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Anyway, in the car on the way back home, I started thinking about a lot of stuff. But then my mind just drifted off and I was staring into blank space. Maybe some drool could be seen at the corner of my mouth, hmm. Mom was like 'Alisa fikir apa?'

Actually I wasn't thinking, I was remembering. Here are a few incidents that suddenly flashed back into my mind for some unknown reason xD :

1. The time when me and Stephanie put our foreheads together in standard 1. Lol, man. Did that even actually happen?

2. The time when I fell off the chair, upside-down and my baju kurung skirt fell down. Lol. This happened when I was small xD I cried afterwards. Ahaha. My brother was like 'why are you crying? o_o'

3. The time when I first met Guat Phing. We sat next to each other in form 1.

4. The time when we were lining up to go into the science lab, and I was standing next to meep and krystal. And I said 'you guys look like twins'. Lmaoo.

5. The time when I went to camp, and we were playing this game where you had to shout a person's name, then throw this bar of soap at them. The point of the game was to help us remember our group members. I shouted someone's name, then threw the soap to another person lol.

6. The time when I had my first nose bleed. : D I had to lay down, and one of the instructors thought I was slacking off. The nose bleed continued while I was eating rice next to nana. He kept talking to me but I was too busy making sure blood didn't go into the nasi. It was dark xD

7. The time when me and Rachel were sitting on the bus, and we both fell asleep. I woke up a few minutes later after a huge bump caused me to fall sideways and on to the floor where everyone saw me xD Rachel was apologizing because she tak sempat grab me. The seats had no..tempat letak tangan. Or atleast something to stop me from sliding off my seat. Even my bag fell and the tupperware rolled out xD I just picked everything up, sat back down and continued sleeping 8D

8. The time when we were all squeezed into this bed, 4-5 people I think. I was the last one to go to bed. I remember crawling in and just layed there face-down because there wasn't enough room. Wonder why I didn't choke in my sleep xD

9. The first time I met Kelly in form 2. I was thinking 'wow, I like her hair' xD looked anime-ish to me at the time.

10. Oh and before that, when I met Sabrena. I can't remember who introduced me to her. Or maybe she introduced herself. xD *memory loss*

Okay okay, so a lot of things were going through my mind. Which is why I had the headache which lead to this fever. ^_^ I'm not going to list everything down here since you guys will probably get tired reading it. So I shall end this post with a plea. Somebody help me get a c-box. It hates me D:

-Pochi-

HAPPY HOLIDAYS AS WELL! <3

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Chocolate pudding.

Mmm *drool*


I'm sure that is an eye-catching title ;D let us all cheer for chocolate pudding because I made some! YES! Using the simplest recipe in the world. So thick and creamy and sweetttt. It smelled like heaven when it was still hot : D and so so tasty when it was chilled ^__^


Mm, so creamy.


Laid out and ready to chill :D


Lol, and the cook gets to lick the spoon. Of course it's censored, Sabs should know why xD


Lulz. I might be giving you a rude hand gesture. You will never know.

You know, that censored picture looks like something you'll get off the news or on some poster somewhere...




Get your own internet recipe.

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So the first week of exam is over. I feel a tad bit glad but i'm dreading karangans for Bm :( better sambung studying.

And wth @ school from 8 am-4 pm?! ARE THEY TRYING TO KILL US?! WHAT THE HELL. I have a life! I want to be able to go home early :[ That's it. Let's list down schools where we can transfer to. We'll vote on it and transfer to the school that wins. Mom's like 'They'll give you a longer break' but I don't want a longer break! I want to go home! xD

Speaking of mom, what's everyone got planned for Mother's day? I just bought some carnations (Rm 18 lol) and i'm planning to make mom omelettes tomorrow. Too bad she has to work :[ on MOTHER'S DAY FFS! Ah well. She's been giving me looks all day because people kept mentioning Mother's day and she thinks I don't have anything xD She still doesn't get the hints though lol. I asked her if she liked omelettes, then I asked her what time is she getting up tomorrow. THEN I tell her that we need more eggs.

She still doesn't get what the sneaky smiles I give her mean xD

I'm watching Shrek 2 right now. Oh how I love this and the first and third movie ^_^ I just thought of something. When donkey blurted out 'I'm coming Elizabeth!', does he mean Elizabeth from Haunted Mansion? I mean, it IS Eddie Murphy lol. I dunno.

Ohh, gotta make sure I wake up earlier tomorrow. Hope I don't ruin the omelette though, there's only 3 eggs in the fridge >_>

UNTIL NEXT TIME! BEST OF LUCK IN YOUR EXAMS!

-pocheh-

PS: Ramasamy sucks. I'll tell you at school, guys.

Monday, April 28, 2008

MR. CHONG! READ MINE!

Sirr!! Look here! After you read Sabrena's blog read mine. There's a reason I put my blog link in that piece of paper lah. Obviously the small paper isn't enough to write everything down. I was rushing too so can put sikit-sikit only. Anywayyy, here's a post dedicated to Mr.C, our temporary Modern Math/Physics teacher : D

On the first day you were supposed to come teach us, Mr.Ang already told Sabrena and Melia to not kacau you I think ._. anyway, when you came into class I was scared you'd be one of those teachers who would marah us for no reason D: but you turned out ok la.

So gradually, we looked forward to your classes. I personally liked Modern Math more than physics xD lot more fun. More jokes and since I sat RIGHT IN FRONT I concentrated more (even though I slept most of the time) but don't get offended about me sleeping in class, I sleep in almost every class sir. I have a bad sleeping cycle. You ah sir, always pick me to answer even though my face looked so blur >:T evil evil evil!

Overall your classes were fun. It was kind of like, the period where I can relax a bit compared to the other subjects. I laughed a lot more in your classes sampai even that day I choked on water and Sabrena panicked. WHO CHOKES ON WATER?!

I'm so frustrated that I didn't come to school on the day you left. Everybody said you guys had fun. I couldn't come because I went to KL, but you should know that since I left a note in my MM book. xD They also said you cried. Really sir? I was touched when Sabrena sms'd me from Penang and told me that you cried. All the way from KL you know! The 4 months was fun. I don't think any other word can describe it except fun.

Today Mr.Ooi and Puan Ling came to teach us. When you didn't come for Modern Math, we all felt like something was missing. Mr.Ooi also brought only the MM textbook compared to you with your rolls of mahjong paper, reference books and crayons xD. Pn. Ling almost cried because so much work wasn't done xD never mind lah, everyone makes mistakes. Sabrena might bash you for this though. Suka hati dia la. Maz really misses you, EVERYONE misses you. I kacau'd her a lot by mentioning you so many times. Come to our merentas desa lah, pleaseeeee. Take pictures of sweaty people : D

Oh and sir, sorry if I disrespected you the whole time you were with us. Fact is, the happier I look in classes, the more I respect the teacher. So don't worry, you'll be a great teacher. Just remember to stop telling your students you're a girl or else people will start believing you. Good luck and don't forget to visit us every now and then. Thank you for everything.

PS: Sir, all the posts in my blog are for fun only. No offence intended. :D

Saturday, April 19, 2008

Tagged. Again.

1. Link to your tagger and post these rules.
2. List eight (8) random facts about yourself.
3. Tag eight people at the end of this post and list their names.
4. Let them know they’ve been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blogs.
OK? All set?

I guess.. xD

-Fact 1-
I bite my nails. A LOT. Even teachers complain lmao. Somebody's gotta help me get over this bad habit. xD

-Fact 2-
I normally have to have AT LEAST 2 pillows, I like to build a wall around me when I sleep xD

-Fact 3-
I've got 7 cats at the moment. I'll probably grow up to be an old woman who loves cats and lives alone. Once, I had 10 cats. My mom went crazy. xD

-Fact 4-
I used to have a fish named John-Pierre. Me and my brother named him that. We just thought he looked frenchy.

-Fact 5-
Most of the time I never concentrate on things. I always think 'Ah, I'll just read when I get home' which..I never do lol.

-Fact 6-
Mmm, baked pacific Dory at the Manhattan Fish Market. :D

-Fact 7-
When I get really mad, frustrated, or depressed, I have this baseball bat in my room which I use to hit the bed with. I'm serious.

-Fact 8-
I hate vegetables. It's not that I can't eat them, it's just that I don't like them. Sabs keeps forcing me to eat them. First cucumbers, then onions. WHO EATS ONIONS?! D:

The people I tag are:
1. Ashley
2. Adilla
3. Er...
4. Um...
5. O'oh..
6. Lol can't think of any.
7. Oh wait, I know.
8. Mr. Chong.

AHAHAHA.

Friday, April 11, 2008

"THEY TOOK MY PANTS!"

It's a Friday night, it would be crazy to not make a post ^_^

Premise 1: If your name is Alisa, then you will suck in piano.
Premise 2: Your name is Alisa.
Conclusion: You will suck in piano.

Yepyep. 2 weeks of not practicing and look what happens xD Can't even get the keys right lol. She's gonna kick my butt tomorrow :[

Anyway, they took my pants.

Yes they did.

I guess it was just my luck. I didn't know baju luar wasn't allowed. Or atleast just a pair of sweat pants/ track pants xD I mean come on, it's not like I brought a matching shirt to go with it so that I can keluar ponteng sekolah and go shopping. I BROUGHT THE FREAKING SCHOOL SHIRT so that I can wear them during gimrama practice -.-; Plus this is the first time I actually brought something other than my Pj clothes to school. I swear, these spot checks can really hit you in the face. Unfortunately these were my favourite pants. I wore them so many times it practically has holes in it. Maybe if I told the prefect that it was a kain buruk she'd believe me and wouldn't have taken it xD ah well. I went to see like 3-4 people and begged Miss K to give me my pants back. I complained to everyone also on that day =[ *sigh* still got 2 demerits though.

My english oral went okay. Of course the topic I talked about was super boring xD ANTS. ANTS LOL. Even Puan Annie said that I should've picked a more interesting topic. I wanted to do about zombies but mom said no :[ so ants it was.

Besides, I think I would've gotten all paranoid again like last time if I had to read the Zombie Survival Guide again. It gets in your head lol. I recommend you read it >:D

I helped Su Jen's group with their BM folio. Basically my group helped theirs since Sabrena and Meep were colouring it and all. Kesian their folio hilang. I hope Mr.Ang doesn't recognise my drawings xD *runs*

And omg that SEGAK thing. I'll probably trip and fall off the naik turun bangku thing xD then get 0. Telur ayam.

This will be a short post for once since I have no idea what else to blog about. OH! As I said, I'm gonna put some comics on here. I think i'll make it a 'every-post-one-comic' kind of thing if I have the time. They're not that funny, but meh. Here's today's comic:


Okay, so like in case I failed @ picture, and the dialog turned out to small for you to even read, here's what they said.

Pochi: Hey, what do we have now?
Sabrena: Modern Math I think.
Guess who lol: Quack.
You: Lol.

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

Bermusyawarah.

Aha. Sorry Sabs, but I seriously don't know what to do about the Sivik's presentation. I mean, what info do we have really? xD I'll just scribble some crap on it. As you can see, it's almost 2 am and i'm still not asleep lol. Obv. i'm excited about tomorrow : D (except the first period with Cikgu Mazidah)

Anyway, some artist is supposed to come to school and show us catan. Point is, I get to be out of class for 2 hours xD I don't think this will be fun though ._.

Then after school i'm going to KLLL!! Mebeh i'll see Kelly and Susu there. ^__^; Ms. Teh will be mad since last week piano class was already canceled, then this week when she gets a free hour for us I decide to go to KL XD! THAT'S why I told mom to tell her instead of me. She's gonna be like:

"HAIYAAAAAAAAA (5 secs). YOU AH! ALISAAA!! CANNOT FIND REPLACEMENT ALREADY!"

Loooooool.

Also, after going blog-surfing, I realised that only me and Sabs were the only one who actually put our real names (and full names) down when we were tagged o_o onoz. STALKERS GONNA COME 4 US NAO. Oh and today, during recess me and maz just went to see Mr.Chong for a while. Don't ask me, she wanted to ask about some rumour she heard. Anyway, after like, half an hour xD we go back to class and i'm like "So you lama-lama kluar kelas tu pi sembang dengan Mr.Chongla?". It is fun to sembang with him though. We talk about all this crap. Like him and Usm and that freaking chewing gum blue tack thing he was playing with another teacher xD like wth. Friendster also. Haiihh. Our convo:

Me: Sir, you know who Pochi is right? (I viewed his profile and he viewed mine)
Mr. Cheng: You right?
Me: YAAA.
Mr. Cheng: Ya, I didn't recognize your picture because you weren't wearing that onee. (Lol, one) That your latest picture or something?
Me: No lah, that's like from 2 years ago. That apple was the one Sabrena gave me for my birthday.
Mr. Cheng: Ohh, your face now kembang a bit already *laugh*
Maz: *looking at me weird and laughing*
Me: e_e; well, I guess it's fair. I make short jokes about you so you can make these jokes la.
Mr. Cheng: Ya ya i'm kidding only. Don't get mad la.

We will kind of miss him when he's gone.

BUT OH WELL LOL.

Oh and Sabs, today that guy from Add math came and was looking through the door xD we should talk about him more and then maybe he'll appear more lmaoo. I was thinking like 'I LOVE YOU!!' in my head. Then I was thinking 'wth Alisa *imaginaryhandslap*'

OH AND WE HAVE A SECRET HAND SHAKE NOW.

-slap, slap-

You won't know what we slap till you see it.

Edited a bit because I'm currently watching Chris Brown's mv of 'With you' and that dance is awesomeeeeeeeeee. He's sliding everywhere it's so fun to watch xD

Also this song is actually very nice. Well the beat is nice. He's still talking about how 'hot' his girl is like always but like wtv. It's still nice.

Saturday, March 29, 2008

Cookies.

Sooooo I made cookies today. They're called monster cookies but I don't see how it's a monster. Maybe I did it wrong D: They turned out okay, but i'm not giving them to my neighbour. I'm not crazy >:|

I'm so bored today. I NEED SOCIALIZING. Or at least someone to talk to online. No one's online atm though *sigh*

Oh and, Sabs helped me find Mr.Cheng's friendster profile. Too bad it's on private. The bad thing is that I forgot to put my profile on hidden, and right after I viewed his profile I went to bed xD damn cough medicine made me pengsan. I don't even know how I got into my room x_x woke up at 5 am today. So when I woke up that morning going 'WTH?! HOW DID I GET HERE?!' I realized that my comp was still on O_O and Mr.Cheng saw my profile T_T

We should really try saying 'Good morning Mr.Cheng' at school next time we pass by him instead of 'Good morning sir.' xD

I just realised that there are 3 blogs with Mr.Cheng's name in it. This is so not right. -scribble- Teachers are not allowed access to the internet. It's just weird. Can you imagine looking at your msn and suddenly that little box in the corner springs up stating that 'Duck is now online'?

Ohhh and I might be scanning all my comics that I drew at the back of exam papers ^__^ they're cacat, and some probably have drool on them from sleeping after exam.

-remembers the time when Mr. Ang tried to wake me up and sabs laughing at the other end of the class-

No. NOOOOO. I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED! Oh well.

OH and I got this little lantern from Ikea where I burn these lavender tea candles in them : D dad told me to put it far away from things that can get caught on fire easily. Like as if my room doesn't have enough cloth in it (curtains, bed, bags, towel etc.) I CAN GET CAUGHT ON FIRE EASILY. Spontaneous combustion ftw.

Friday was good. Most of teachers didn't come into class and Mr. Ang didn't kacau me during BM because he thought I was sick (which I kinda was. ;o) and I realized that Sabs also laughs by herself when going through her daily routine. Our humour and inside jokes are so powerful that they still work when we're apart >: D

Oh and my stupid cat put her babies in the drain again. STUPID. Those are little baby Jo's :( you're supposed to take good care of them! One already died, only 2 are left and they were the cutest thing in the worldddddd with their round heads and round eyes and soft little bodies ^_^

My head feels so berat now and i'm coughing too much. Mom's like 'yeah yeah okay' when I actually got it from her xD she drank my water one day and I think that's where I got it >.>;

Obv. i'm posting a super long blog because this is my S.O.S to the worlddd! I need someone to talk to xD someone interesting though. If you're gonna talk about add maths, gtfo.

...unless if you're that cute guy from my add math tuition who only came once :[ FY!

I swear too much in my blog. Toooo muchhhhh.

Well, let me just roll over and die. My teeth hurts and my head's pounding and I feel like my body fat is expanding all of a sudden and closing my eyes =_=

I gotta check for dengue symptoms btw after that guy in Lorong 1 kena. Poor guy. OH AND POOR FISHIES! MY FISH! NOOOOO. All the original mommy and daddy fishes died after dad transferred them into that teeny tiny little aquarium because they were spraying that day. And I think some of them were gonna have bebehs :[ kesiannnn. To not waste them, I tried giving them to my cats, lol. But even they wouldn't eat it. So I buried them next to Jo. In case Jo wants to eat fish in the afterlife.

Oh and I haven't even started on my homework yet. Probably because I was too excited since piano class was canceled this week and stuff. Too bad I couldn't come to school and watch all the teachers line dancing though. Could've been fun ._.

BAHAHA LINE DANCING.

Also, i'm looking for a gay boy friend. No not a boyfriend, just a friend who's a boy.

who's also gay.

gay.

plz.

Ooo I should ask mom if I can go to the musical. Alyssa would probably try to exploit me and make me buy more tickets D;

Er..I think you guys would get tired if you read any more. So i'll stop here. Next post will be filled with comics and drawings :D ttfn!

-Pochi-

Monday, March 24, 2008

Damn it.

Ahaha, I know Sabs is mad at me for not coming to school. You know how I am :D

Tagged T_T so that means I have to fill this out?

001. Real name: Alisa Binti Azlan (people keep forgetting there's a Binti)
002. Nickname: Pochi, Sha, gemuk (yes, lol)
003. Married: HAHAHAHA.
004. Male or female: Female. I'm not confused about my gender tyvm.
005. High school: SGGS. Some Girly Girl School.
008. College: Dunno yet.
010. Short or long hair: So close to being long.
015. Are you a healthy freak: What? I don't like vegetables.
016. Height: Shorter than Sabs. Yes, sabs is the measuring point for everyone's height.
017. Do you have a crush on someone: One? I have more than one.
018. Do you like yourself: Perhaps. Am I an interesting person? When can I meet myself?
019. Piercings: No, scared of needles xD
021. Righty or lefty: Right. I don't write with my poop hand. (No offense to lefties)

First..
022. Surgery: Just stitches. Oh wait, maybe there's one, but I don't wanna talk about it.
023. Piercing: No piercings!
024. Person you see in the morning: Mom or dad, before I slam the door in their face.
025. Award: Can't remember...to think that since I don't get a lot of awards I'd remember the few ones I did.
026. Sport you join: Uh...crawling.
027. Pet: Cat I think.
028. Vacation: I dunno.
029. Concert: Can't remember either.
030. First crush: Haha, I think it was my neighbour.

Currently..
049. Eating: Nothing.
050. Drinking: Saliva.
052. I'm about to: Type.

Future..
058. Want kids: Mebeh.
059. Want to get married: Of course.
060. Careers in mind: Pastry chef or something

Which one is better..
068. Lips or eyes: Lips for some reason.
069. Hugs or kisses: Both is good.
070. Shorter or taller: Taller.
072. Romantic or spontaneous: Bit of both. Perfect guy. Oh wait, they never mentioned anything about guys xD -gatalness exposed-
074. Sensitive or loud: Wut? Both I guess.
075. Trouble maker or hesitant: ...lol.

Have you ever..
078. Kissed a stranger: Nope.
079. Drank bubbles: Not my favourite drink.
080. Lost glasses/contacts: I don't wear either of them.
081. Ran away from home: No. Why would I? Home is where the heart is. Also money and food.
082. Liked someone younger: Yep. Haha, kesian me.
083. Liked someone older: DUH.
084. Broken someone's heart: I guess. Sorry.
085. Been arrested: No. x_x
087. Cried when someone died: Yes.

Do you believe in..
089. Yourself: At times xD
090. Miracles: Yeppp.
092. Heaven: Yea. Why not?
093. Santa Claus: Mebeh.
095. Magic: *joins in the singing with sabs*
096. Angels: Mhm'

Answer Truthfully..
097. Is there one person you want to be right now: Yes.
099. Do you believe in God: Yes.
100. Tag 5 people:
a) Ashraf.
b) Alia
c) Syahira
d) Shazea
e) Alisa

Oh wait, ahahaha. I tagged myself. Don't care la.

Ah...I had so many things to talk about but i'm busy xD i'll make another entry laterrr.

Sunday, March 16, 2008

FIERCE!


Omg omg omg omg omg.

No! Tomorrow's Monday! School! NOOO!! The holiday is over way too fast...I forgot all the homework I had to do (except Seni, which I totally did last minute and it looks like crap), don't want to get my marks cause i'll freaking cry at the low marks xD and don't want to face the teachers! >_>; I know at least ONE of them will malukan me in front of the whole class.

I'm so unmotivated to succeed...school's been so stressful >_> some teachers make it more stressful. Jake's an ass. Yes I felt like saying that because i'm talking to him atm and he's being an ass like he always is. You probably don't know him, so don't mind me talking to myself.

OH BTW! There's a reason I put 'fierce' as the title of this blog. Project Runway. Sabs, if you're reading this, seriously, seriously stare at the picture above and tell me who does it remind you of xD or, i'll probably tell you by tomorrow rofl. Still, look at the picture! The nose, the glasses, the jaw. Omg.

Anyway, on to a more serious note:

There comes a point in someone's life when they've seen so much negativity that it breaks them down to a state where nothing matters.

Nothing.

Everything is acceptable. Nothing bothers them.

Even in society, something that wasn't acceptable last time is now something common. Views can change, it changes with time, and with modernization. Back then, no manners was considered despicable, rude, insulting. Today, no manners and everyone just thinks that that's how people are and lets it be. So even if you're rude people won't care. I'm all about speaking your mind, but you're saying it in a way that's so insulting as if your opinion matters and is important that others! There are boundaries. If everybody did what they wanted, said what they wanted, without any consideration for anyone else, what kind of world would this turn into?

Another thing, look at how people today think that s** is nothing. It's NOTHING! People do it everyday over there, and you can just leave in the morning. It's all fun fun fun. What's the point? It's no longer something intimate. So what special connection do you have? You probably won't even want to get married. Make babies and throwing them in the garbage is probably the best way for you isn't it?

I am not one to make such bold statements. I cannot handle the responsibility but by the way I see it, this is how the western world is. And I am so afraid that Malaysia will fall into the same fate. Everybody would be rude, minding their own business not socializing, everybody would have that 'F**k all' attitude which is horrible. What other people say about you does matter, because it's how people view you, which means that this is how you're portraying yourself. Of course, if you know the person is just saying that to make you mad, then ignore it. But if someone you care says it, you know there's a problem. Don't get angry at them or say that they've betrayed you and that you should accept how they are and stuff. They're trying to help, but now you've driven away the person who cared enough to let you know. Gj (Y)

I guess part of this is still ranting, lol. Because a few people have done this to me (no, not the 2nd thing. I know what you're thinking sabs) and it just makes me mad when they think I don't care. Because I do! And I wish I could've said this to them..but they will no longer listen. So here's to Aidan, Cj, Jake, Robbie and Lauren. You've taught me things I wish I never knew, and one of them is that people are starting to care less. This is how the future will be.

BLAH.

-goes to bed-