Feck.

Everything's moving so fast, going out of hand. I'm so fecking stressed out it's not funny.

Stupid science and math week clashing with bm folio clashing with seni clashing with english oral exam.

Regarding the piccas.

Hello people who requested-the-photos-to-be-uploaded.

There is a problem D:

I have apparently gone over the monthly upload limit thingy for flickr.

So here's the deal.

Only certain pictures have been uploaded. The random ones I took of you guys. Obviously those are the pictures you want most xD

The rest will have to be uploaded next month ;[

sorreh.

EDIT: The link is www.flickr.com/alisa_SGGS

Saturday.

Lol. Went for tennis club meeting today which I thought was at school D: I should've checked the board yesterday. My mom had to drive me around for half an hour to find the proper place xD ah, and there was only 4 people there excluding the teacher. Ivy is an incredibly patient girl D: I kept hitting the ball sideways, up, to the back, missing it...almost everything except hitting it towards her lolol. And I feel sorry for Kaveta's sister for having me as a partner in double's xD

Then straight after that I had to go for piano class. The original plan was to go to my cousin's house and take a shower there, but apparently they balik kampung. So mom said I'll have to bathe at her office toilet. And I did. o_o Hahaha D: improvisation.

After piano class, went to a kenduri. They gave this cute bunga telur with purple glittery pineapples : DDD but I got the red flower instead. Damn. And when I was lining up to get the food, the two guys who were supposed to cedok the lauk were really blur, and they gave so little xD I was standing there, thinking they'd give more ._. but they just stared at me lol. Moving on.

So after that I just relaxed the whole day. Now it's 10:41 pm.

about 10 minutes ago, I realized that I actually have bio tuition today from 8-10 pm xD

ah, holiday mood.

Happy holidays.

Relax.

I'm walking on sunshineee, whoaaaa

and don't it feel good, HEY! Alright noww

*cue dance number*

I've always imagined everyone breaking out into a dance number. Especially after PMR. But no, this is not a secret HSM fantasy. Ew.

Anyway, lol. I've been reading some people's blogs about feeling sad + emo, mostly because of love problems. And i'm reminded of the days when I used to blog about that. xD ah, the emo days. When you felt like your world is ending just because of what some stupid boy did/didn't do. I think that stage was stupid, but it was crucial in my process of growing up. I learned how much a douchebag a guy can be, what I like in a guy etc. But there are times when you'll have to move on.

Live is amazing now. (well not now in particular, exams are coming D:) But awesome in general. Friends, family, we've got it all. And I say that we should forget about the stupid immature boys and burn our bras! FUCK YEAH FEMINISME.

Lol jk. Bras are expensive. Don't.

But seriously. Guys are great and all. But if they cause you too much work, and you don't feel like you're getting anything in return, end it. End it right there. Well yeah, sure talk it out first. But if it doesn't work, don't settle with bs. You live your life as free, 16/17 (or whatever age) teenagers, who's only job to do now is have fun, get good grades and spend time with family and friends.

oh and there's no harm in mencuci mata every now and then. >_>; amohs. Lol. Aussie amohs. Told you to ask them, Sabs. xD

I stink.

Like real bad. I had to rush between playing tennis and going for my Seni Visual class D: Poor Ivy, I didn't even take the name list from her xD feel so guiltyyyy. Then at 4, followed Susu and Rachie to go interview the people at Beach Babylon Blanket or something something. Lol @ the malay guy who...was working as a bartender >_> omgomg. But I just shut up anyway. We now know that when you wear the school uniform, people are more willing to give out information xD because you look harmless :O

Lies, such lies. Rachie suggested that when we go to interview Pizza hut, we'll wear Dominoe's pizza uniforms. :D

and I managed to read like...20 pages for Bio. Yes I consider that an achievement.

10 minutes or 2 hours

Some people take 10 minutes to get home from school.

I take 2 hours.

For example, today. I was supposed to go home at 2:30. My mom came late because she was visiting someone in the hospital -_- so she came at almost 3 pm. Drove back to the office, took about 15 minutes. Then, my mom went up to her office to shut off the lights and stuff, but came back around 40 minutes later o_o apparently she was called to be informed about some meeting (which is being held tomorrow in Melaka, which means I'll have to stay in Penang till 10 pm >_>;) anyway, so we head back home. Normally, she'd be running errands right now. Because my parents don't really like going back out. Once we reach home, we don't go out anymore besides to eat dinner. So everything must be done right then. Reached home at roughly 4:30 pm.

So you see, it takes 2 hours for me to reach home xD after that I did a few things like clean up my room for a bit and refill the soap for my bathroom D: and then totally collapsed and slept. I was too tired to go to tuition so I skipped. Again.

I know I shouldn't be complaining because there are others who have to ride the bus to go home and it takes hours for them too. But I'm starting to get tired of this, lol. Regardless of what people say about you not doing anything except sit in the car, being cooped up in a car for 2 hours while listening to your mother talk about things that you sometimes can't relate to is tiring. And it takes you a while to readjust your body.

Shut up about making a damn schedule too. You can't predict stuff and put them in a timetable. You don't know when does your mother want to have a chat, or when does your dad want to ask for a favour. You don't know if there's a guest coming over, or if you get sick. And it's so hard to adjust everything once something comes up, because there's a big possibility that something else will come up too.

Ah, how our lives revolve around our parents. And even when I do learn to drive, I doubt they'll let me. -_-

*ranting at 2 am*